to myself,

i know it’s late. i know you’re having a hard time falling asleep. i know you won’t feel physically or mentally prepared to listen in church tomorrow. i know you have a lot of things to do before monday.
but you have to go to church tomorrow. no excuses. you know that your week is better when you start off with church. you know you are less anxious when you go to church.
please. for me. don’t make this your fourth week of no church. and don’t let the singles ward intimidate you.
just go.