For the past two weeks my blog has gotten a lot more traffic. So I did a little research. Apparently, when you google “Father’s Day Talk Sacrament Meeting” or something like that, my blog is one of the first websites that pop up. Haha. I thought that was kind of funny and random.

I’m trying to get my mind off things. Another weird, weird, sad week. I’m sick of being sad. But I don’t want to be angry. So I’m just stuck in this weirdness. I love the church. I think that’s why it hurts so much. Everyone keeps commenting and saying things like “why don’t the people who have problems just leave?” I can’t even think of a clever way to say how stupid that question is, but it just is. Anyway, I don’t want to talk about it anymore, I’m just sad and exhausted. Here are the websites:
What else? I went to the pool with my mom yesterday. I painted my nails bright pink. My sassy neighbor was giving away her beautiful clothes and purses this week and I got a lot of rocking things. Love cute free clothes. So of course I had to go to the pool to show off my new clothes to my mom and wear a beach outfit. 
I’m looking for swimsuits online and am disappointed.
I don’t know what I want to do with the money I was awarded from school. I know all of the responsible things to do with it, like paying off school loans, buying the 16 credits I get for lower-division German, or just sticking it in the savings account. But this is the list I want:
hawaii ticket.
a ticket. (i want to go somewhere without having to work or go to school. i just want to travel and i don’t care about my pretentious views about having to stay in one place for so long to really feel and understand the culture. why do you do this to yourself, anne?)
a shelf of nailpolish. (i will hate myself forever if i choose this one, but right now that sounds glorious)
haircut and dye. (i love the dark brown look.)
I grabbed books from the tiny library in Sugarhouse and I’m not excited to read any of them. I’m not going to even tell you what books I grabbed because I don’t want you to know.
My legs keeps falling asleep. 
I better go running. I’m super anxious right now to that point where I feel like I’m going to puke. Blaaah. Haha.
Anyyyway. That’s all, I think. was nochhh.. nein, nichts.