I’m trying to better articulate what I want. You know, like what I want to do with my life.
But I don’t know what I want. I have a year left of college and I’m freaking out. I don’t know what I want to do. I don’t know what I would do if I went to graduate school. I don’t know what I want for a career. I don’t know where I want to live. I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know.
I’ve been on Pinterest searching for my life happies and this is what I found. Today I want to live in a small, cozy cabin. Today I want pine trees surrounding me and hot chocolate in the mornings. Today I want a baby girl who has my curls. Today I want to wear that full moon sweatshirt everyday of my life. Today I want blues and bright purples on a bed that is so comfy I never want to get out. Today I want a furry, snuggly dog who follows me around the house.
I didn’t pin Spencer, but I want him there too. I want to sit on his lap while he’s trying to read a book. I want to kiss his face until he gives up reading and kisses me back. I want us to sit next to a fire and look at stars with curly girl and snuggle dog.
Today I want peace, silence, isolation, comfort, family, joy.
What do you want?