Hello guys and dolls. Happy Friday. Happy Weekend. Happy Fall. Happy October.
It’s 12:40p.m. and I’ve only gotten up to pee and eat an M&M cookie leftover from yesterday’s girls night. I’m not getting up because it was a harder week than usual and I had eight fabulous girls over and it included planning a Halloween Party (people, I’m planning a party without my mom!) so what I’m getting at is, no, I’m not getting out of bed anytime soon because having too much fun for me requires an introverted hangover.
My neighbor stayed until midnight talking with Spencer and me. We’ve lived next to her for two years and never really knew her. We laughed and laughed at her stories. After I learn new things about a person, I have to go to bed for a while and, like, process everything I just learned. People are fun.
It’s also too cold to get out of bed.
I spent twenty minutes crying on a bench on campus this week. Haha! Nothing is worse than crying in public. It’s the most horrific thing ever. And I was trying to call Spencer but he was with people and I didn’t want people around me to hear that I was crying. And when I cry I have to talk louder to get over that weird choke hold, y’know? He finally figured out where I was and found me on a bench. He just held me for a while. And it reminded me of the first time we ever had a conversation–it was October, like now, and he had also walked up to me sitting on a bench. From where we sat this week, I could see the bench we sat on two years ago. I was sad and in love all at the same time.
Even though I want to be done with school, I love that I can hold hands with my hubby on campus and meet up with him to study. I love that.
Spanish and Watercolor are the best things ever. Gawl, Spanish is SO MUCH FUN. I can’t believe how much of my own studies and being in Mexico with Ana and Megan have helped me. I already knew all of the verb conjugations. I know a ton of verbs because in high school I used to write them out in Spanish, Italian, and French and just stick it on my wall. I liked looking at the similarities and patterns. Spanish is not easy, but I soak it all up. I love doing my homework.
I went to the yellow house the other day to meet up with Ana and Megan. I walked into my house and saw Curtis lying on the couch in the living room, Harrison on his computer, and Maxwell spreading Nutella on a piece of bread. My heart! I was fifteen all over again.
I painted my dog, Miss Cairo, earlier this week. I let myself mourn. I let myself think about her. I wrote a giant paragraph and then deleted it. I’ve tried a million times to write about her on the blog, but for some reason I always delete it. I never thought I’d be this sad about her dying.
*I’d like you to know that it’s 1:50p.m. now and Spencer called me to come pick him up and I am making the difficult decision of putting my pants on. Be back in a bit.*
Nah, I’m done now. Spencer’s hungry, I’m hungry, I have clothes on and it’s time to get up. Goodbye.
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