I have to go pick up Mira at 11:18 from school.
What class gets out at 11:18?
Not 11:15. Not 11:20. 11:18.

I don’t really know what to talk about.
I had the hardest time sleeping last night,
because the wind wasn’t blowing and
it was uncomfortably warm.

I had a dream that I was at my highschool,
but it looked exactly like my middle school,
except the outside was really cool.
I saw Megan and Ana leaning against a tree
looking at something on a laptop.
I came up and hugged them, but
they just kept looking at the screen.

I miss Ana.

A lot.

Ope, I have exactly 8 minutes until I have to pick up Mira.



I mowed the lawn.
I haven’t mowed since last year, so I have blisters.

Our family went to Mira’s dance recital yesterday.
Every single class was awful.
It was sad to watch.
It reminded me of the time when I danced,
and a lady was ironing our dresses
when they were on our bodies.
The lady got to me
and ironed my stomach.
I screamed and she said
she was almost done.
I told her that she burned me,
and she told me to wait.
So she walked off,
and I stood there waiting.
It was a long time waiting,
and she wasn’t coming.
I started panicking,
so I ran out to look for water.
I couldn’t find any water.
I remember
thinking I was about to die.
So I danced with a big burn
on my stomach.

No fun.

So, the recital was not impressive at all.

We went and got ice cream after.

I had the best dream last night.
It was full of images that I could take
pictures of.
I so badly want to be a photographer.
I hate it.
I want to go places,
have people be models…
I also want to learn more of
Graphic Design.
I like this kind of stuff.

My dream was so cool.

Yesterday was a great day!
I went over to Tasia’s early in the
We just sat there and did nothing,
but I liked being around her,
even when we’re lazy.
I borrowed one of Harrison’s shirts,
(Probably one of Alex’s)
didn’t put any make-up on,
and just had a happy day!
I felt so good about myself.

Later, I went to mutual.
We played volleyball,
and had a water balloon fight.
I saw people I haven’t seen
in forever!
It was nice to see friends
that I hung out with a long time
When everyone left,
Lauren and I talked to
Taylor for a while.
Then, Miranda came.
Then, Harrison and Gage.
Ugh, it was so fun!
We talked until 10:30.
I’ve missed those summer nights!

Well, I’m listening to “Geile Zeit”
on my playlist,
and I’m getting a little emotional.
It’s funny how songs do that to you.
If you haven’t noticed, it’s German
and it’s talking about
How “it was a cool time”
and now it’s over.
Sniff, sniff.

7:44 P.M. and I’m still in my pajamas! Yippi!
Don’t you love summer?

Last night, I had a sleepover with my friends
on the trampoline.

It’s so crazy how many things you can look at
when you’re just staring at the sky.

Tasia and I were staring at this one, bright star
and it kept moving around just a little bit.

We saw a satellite.

It was wonderful.

Now, Megan is gone, Tasia is gone,
Jaron’s gone, Dad’s gone….

Bleck. Nothing to do.

Off I go.

First post.
So, here is how my wonderful Monday has gone.
Mom woke me up at 7:00 to tell me that I had an appointment.
A dermatology appointment.
So, I did all that fun stuff – –
peed in a cup, talked to the doctor, all that junk.
Then I went to a hospital to get some blood work done.
My best friend, Tasia, was sitting with me as I was about
to get a big honker stuck in my vein.
Since I was a little freaked with the whole deal,
the doctor asked if I wanted to hold Tasia’s hand.
Psh, I laughed and said I was fine.

I ended up holding Tasia’s hand.

So, I’ve pretty much been a big baby all day,
saying my arm is soar and complaining about
whatever I feel like.

Now, I’m just hanging on my bed, looking at my
rearranged room.
Everytime I get really stressed out, I change my room around.
It seems to help. Haha. What do you do to stop stress?

Off I go.